Things haven’t gone quite as well as I’d hoped with the whole ‘getting married’ thing – or to be exact, with the way that Jen is taking it. Just to be clear, she knows that I’m posting this and is okay with it.
When I first told her on Saturday, she congratulated us and everything seemed okay. She has been really upset/worried since then though (without telling me at first), that this means that everything will change and that I won’t want (or Mike won’t want me) to see her anymore. We’ve had a few tearful conversations since then and I think she finally understands how I feel about her and that I have no intention of breaking up with her.
I think Jen was really worried that he would get possessive over me, but Mike has also assured her that he has no problem with a cute young student eating his future wife (surprise, surprise). I don’t think she feels at all threatened by the basic relationship I have with him (seeing as she’s always known I was dating him – well, from after our first fumble at the party anyway). She knows that she means something to me that Mike doesn’t (and can’t) and vice-versa.
She is skipping a few days at the end of term and going home to see her family early so she can come up to York earlier than planned. While we have sorted things out over the phone, it would certainly have been much easier if we could have actually been together to talk and both think that some extra time together will make her feel better about things.
Mike says it will give them more time to plan what they are going to do with Sue (I actually think that they don’t have any plans and are just teasing me, but some of the ideas that people have come up with are certainly interesting I had quite a strange dream involving some of those things, but don’t have time to post about it as I’m really trying to get ahead with work and thesis so that I have time to spend with everyone over Christmas and New Year.
Anyway, it will be great to see her sooner than expected and once she is reassured that I have no intention of stopping burying my face between her beautiful thighs, we can have a wonderful Christmas and celebrate. She will arrive either tomorrow or Friday so I'm getting things ready for her (fresh sheets on our bed) and I'll be freshly shaved tonight...